Bringing in the New Year 2011

So today has been a pretty sad and good day at the same time. Hanging out with some great friends but at the same time learning that my mother's condition has gotten worse. See my mom is dieing and has been for almost 2 months. It's sad to see her go, but good to see her not hurt anymore! I know that in the world that she is going to she will be an amazing angel and that she will look upon my children and I and take care of us! I love her dearly and can't imagine my life without her but i suppose i have to. So today in this new year I have alot to be thankful for and alot of things i'm going to do to change. First off i'm going to start watching my body! In this year while my husband deploys i'm going to tone up, loose weight, and get healthy if not just for myself for my children!! I hope that in the next 12 months that I can teach my children what life is all about since dad won't be here to help I suppose thats a burden I must carry. I have having to be without my husband for so long but it is the life I chose when I married a military man. Long deployments! Such as my life. So in the next year's blogs i'm going to start posting before and multiple updates on both my weight and my 'making business' hehe. I hope that everyone that reads this either is inspired or grasp something for there own personal life that can come to good things!!!